Thursday, August 31, 2006
heya!(:guess who! haha!
really thankyou for being sucha wonderful friend!
and for being there for me too!
love ya loadies<333
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
happy teachers day! :Despecially to
mrs poh, miss yeo, mrs pandian, mr ong, teoLL, cute cute laoshi :D
thanks for everything,
for teaching
for putting up with our nonsense
and for loving us very much :D
hopefully i'll have funny kickass pictures to show tmr, HEHH (;
muchlove!
eunice.
yesterday.
felt sick after recess, nose was running! bleah. intended to stay back to finish comp studies but i thought even if i did i wldnt do a good job cos i was too tired to function. so. i went home to sleep. slept from 4 till 7 smth? heh. woke up, ate ate ate ate ate. found out something. sigh. read a few pages of tkam, then i fell asleep again. heh.
oh, i deleted everything in my inbox. i decided not to hold on to.. everything. so yup i said a prayer and deleted everythingggg :D so yup they're in God's hands now!
but after school today, there came more :/
today.
almost cldnt wakeup in the morning, lol. school was okay, kinda boring, nothing much happened thats worth talking about (:
after school, went home, ate, bathed, bummed a lil. took the shuttlebus out, then a bus to hollandv to meet mab <3 i swear! the bus was freezing! i had lyk goosebumps throughout and i swear my arm felt almost numb. like. no matter where i sat there was always some aircon blowing directly at me at full blast. even my nose felt numb-ish after that. crazy shit.
met mab at starbucks! talked aaaaaaabit. then we headed to cb, had some cake that looked good but tasted quite.. bad. haha. oh wells. talk talk talk talk :D and then! we headed to starbucks and mab got chocochip. and then!! we sat outside christal jade and talked again, hahahah. and then we decided to go in, after much contemplation :P mab treated me to xlb and guo die (sp?!) the lyk dumpling thing. hahahaha. it was oh so good, thanks mab! <3
haha really treasured the time catching up, heh :D
i just wanna say,
i'm really blessed to have a friend like you.
thanks for bearing with my nonsense
and for just being there for me :D
and for giving me advise
and watching out for me
and yeah, there's just so much to thank you for
ASSTEEEEEE <3
and we aint gna let some random bitches ruin our friendship
on another matter..
i hate.
hate hate hate hate hate.
situations like this.
cos i always.
have to say things.
that the other party doesnt want to hear.
things that are inevitably hurtful.
things that are hard for me to say.
but yet have to be said.
and distances that i'd have to keep.
and uncertainties.
not being sure how to react.
not knowing what the response of the other party is/wouldbe.
and trust thats been.. weakened.
i'm the kind who must make sure everyone is happy
i'm the kind who cannot offend others
i'm the kind who cares what others think and how they feel
and this situation is just.
ugh.
anyways.
i doubt i'll dress up tmr, i've got nothing pirate-y to wear! and i look like rubbish in a bandana so NO BANDANA FOR ME. i think a hoopy earring on one side and a long necklace aint pirate-y enough. so. might as well forget it :D
okay i feel sleepy i'm going to read tkam and then go to sleep.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
YOU KNOW WHATmy retarded phone keeps on cheating my feelings! i swear. it's sooo annoying. it keeps on showing that i have a new unread msg, BUT THERE ISNT ANY! >:( it's been tricking me for the past.. two days? it's so screwed up! retarded phone. CHEAT MY FEELINGS! >:(
Monday, August 28, 2006
the entertainer?flirt? ventbox? lastchoice? bimbo? temp friend?
ha.
you dont define me.
friday.
school was okay i guess. netball was kinda funny! although i got a bit pissy here and there but yeah i had fun anyways :D heh! after school went btp with asstee to have cake! it was oh so yummy! but there was a mad man staring at us for frickin long, it was sooo scary. anyways. after that i went for pnp.
saturday.
met asstee. went heeren, ps, and then bugis. we werent really in the shopping mood, and there wasnt much to buy so.. haha. i got a tiara though! :D frickin cute. i went to church after that, service was about time management, and not wasting time. i guess i'm a major sucker at all that so.. yeah. it helped.
sunday.
woke up late, sorry erica! went to church, did english compre. had missions training, it was really interesting! heh :D went for lunch after that. and then i did art prep back in church. haha ethel constantly helped me not get distracted :D haha erica and ethel are nice people :D:D:D went dori's house, watched a bit of hsm. dad came to pick me, heeheehee :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
but i got really pissy on the way home. cos. haha oh wells.
i was feeling kinda.. cheapened?
i dont know how to explain it.
at least i know who my true friends are :D
and, i concluded that.
even though someone isnt a true friend to me,
i'd still want to be a true friend to them
whether they appreciate it or not :D
and of course it's gna suck at times cos. you know.
but.
i should learn
to bless others
and not expect anything in return
:D
i was pretty pissy today too, cos i didnt get enough sleep last night. hehh :P
and.
people who gossip in the toilet
are stupid
and they should just
piss off
:D
and so should liars.
cos.
i alrd know the truth, stupid.
still say so much
all lies. ugh.
liar liar pants on fire.
PICTURES <3
Saturday, August 26, 2006
Dear Lord,teach me what it means to truly love others,
& to truly be loved by others.
cos i realised.
i dont really know.
Lord, teach me how to love others.
how to love those i hate, those who annoy me.
Lord, teach me how to give with a generous heart
without holding back, or hesitating.
Lord, teach me not to curse those who annoy, the unreasonable, the rude, the players, the flirts, the airheads, the hateful, the egoists, the hurters.
teach me to bless.
to bless my enemies
and of course my friends.
cleanse my tongue and my thoughts.
to show love and not hate
give me patience,
a listening ear
wisdom from the word of God,
and grace.
and forgiveness.
so that i can be that friend
that true friend
that Jesus was.
Dear Lord,
teach me what it means to truly love others,
& to truly be loved by others.
cos i dont really know.
Thursday, August 24, 2006
hello!yesterday, i puked in the morning, and xieduzi-ed. ugh! sickening. the tests were pretty okay, so, yay! :D haha thank God for helping me to study eventhough i was feeling qeer all over hha :D
stayed back after school to finish the artpiece. finally finished at 5:20 pm, wahahaha! :D:D:D i'm really satisfied with the final product! whoo. thanks mr ong for pushing and pushing and well.. for making me put more effort into it, heh :D it really looks much much nicer now! :D heh! :D thanks! and much thanks goes out to evan for lending me your colourpencils :D thanks! <3
so, when i got home i was kinda tired. so i bummed around. and read through the lamda (sp?!) notes. didn't really study much, lol. cldnt concentrate, i was really tired! so, being all clever, i decided to take a nap! set my alarm for 10pm. but! when i woke up, it was urm.. 4am? i overslept! either alarm rang or i turned it off. so i was lyk. arh heck, go back to sleep. HEH :D
didnt really study much for the test. except in school. but i didnt really memorise stuff, lol. but yay thank God again! the test somehow wasnt that hard for me :D it was just pretty okay. passable i suppose.
it's lyk. exactly what happened for that history test!
see, prayer works. provided you did try your best, which i did, i guess.
now! now now now. i have to write my chinese complaint letter, which frankly, i have no idea how to do. missed monday's chinese lesson lahhh! oh, AS WELL AS, complete my art prep! bleah, i hope mrong will be a nice nice nice person and extend the deadline. please please please?
do you know! i think i put on weight, AGAIN! oh man oh man. but not surprising lah. i keep on bingeing, and then straight after i go to sleep. so duh put on weight. arh! i need to S-T-O-P this, and.
I SHALL review my 2006 resolutions, just to check on myself.
01. STAY SINGLE.
02. be 43kg by the end of the year
03. go running once a week
04. do at least 40 situps every other day
05. quit saying d, fk, mf, b, h, etc.
06. learn to say "no!", even if it makes me seem like a bitch female dog.
07. study hard & smart for streaming
08. do well in school
09. go for another mission trip at the end of the year to
10. never lose trust & faith in Him
11. try to be a joy, blessing, encourager & confidant to others, instead of a pain in the ass.
12. use proper english.
green means kept.
red means broken
normal means er.. normal? haha.
i am craving. xlb. ANYONE? :D
time and time again i must constantly remind myself.. haha.
oh yes, from now onwards, i shall tag urm tagboards as "EUNICE!" instead of um "eunice" because i want to avoid confusion and misunderstandings and blah blah. cos really, i. am. annoyied! gr.
okay, bye! :D
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
hello!last night was crazy, haha. churn churn churn!
haha didn't go school today. went to see the doctor. waitied quite long, haha. got mc! and green pills, orange pills, white pills, and some syrup thing. gosh! hahaha.
went home, ate, bummed, slept, ate, bummed, studied chinese, ate, and now i'm studying physics! haha.
thanks evan for updating me on today! and a few others too haha.
i'm much better now, yaye :D tummy's not churning as much anymore. i'm just kinda sleepy. and bloated. ah wells :D
lesson learnt!
1. DO NOT BINGE.
2. sleep by 930pm!
3. eat breakfast.
yep. haha.
need to stay back to do art tmr! with mabel :D haha. hope i don't screw up. haha.
okay, i'm going to bathe, and then sleep. soon. haha.
God, teach me how to be a blessing! let me make someone's day, everyday! :D
okay nature calls, bye!
when i die, what will i be rememberred for?
what have i done that matters?
Monday, August 21, 2006
now i know what it means to "xie du zi".freaggin disgusting la. waliaooo.
and perfect timing?
there's like chinese and physics tests on wednesday, and lifescience test on thursday. and art's due on friday, along with art prep.
i missed art today, so i have to stay back on wednesday.
i missed tuition today, so it's been postponed till thursday. cant make anymore changes, cos i've alrd missed 2 sessions with her, and i think she's not very happy with that. and. i should be more responsible lah. later she think i don't take her tuition seriously. then that will not be very good. haha.
and i'm not even sure if i'm going to school tomorrow cos i don't think my bowels and gastric juices are done yet ):
why can't i fall sick next week! there's no tests or whatever next week! ):
oh, sexy's birthday is on 6th september! :D
i must plan my week.
tonight
1. sleep early, get well
tmr.
1. hope to go to school
2. study chinese
3. study physics
4. do art prep
wednesday.
1. stay back to finish art
2. study lifescience
thursday.
1. tuition
2. finish art prep!
friday.
1. gym?
2. sleep early.
okay. i don't feel so screwed anymore. God will help me, yes yes (: okay pack bag, then, goodnight! :D
haha the stupid video! JOASH CHONG, tsk! but it's frickin funny lah. just that it's really, really laggy on youtube. credits to joash and jan! ahah. the other girl's eunice. eunice lim.
i'm sick! gastric! boo ): sucks really bad. shall spare you the details though, it's really disgusting. hahahha.
a bird came into my room when i was sleeping! my dad says it was injured, and he found it behind my door. so my dad tried to catch it and it flew around. and all the commotion woke me up! when i woke up i saw A BIRD ON MY BLANKET. and i screamed and ran to the sofa to sleep. but i cldnt go back to sleep ): i got such a shock lah! stupid birdie. >:(
Sunday, August 20, 2006
eunice is...1. psming
2. upset
3. bingeing
4. not ready to do art fireworks
5. sleepy
6. wishing for things that're just not gna happen
summary.
eunice is..
1. pmsing
2. getting fatter by the second
3. wasting time
4. dead
Saturday, August 19, 2006
hello world! :Dhaha slept at 8pm last night, and woke up at 10am this morning! haha had a lot of weird dreams. dreamt that i went bintan mission trip, then duno what duno what. hahahaha. really weird lah. kept on waking up and going back to sleep lol!
went with mab to town :D
quite sian lah, but we bought stuff in the end! :D
haha, went to heeren, didnt get anything. ohwells!
we both got shirts from cine. i like lah! hahaha.
and it's not too small, excuse me. i can fit well into the damn thing so shut up thank you :D
oh! had some hersheys sundae pie thing or whatever it's called, from burger king! hahaha. it was. ohhh! nice :D
and then. when we were heading to taka some weird guy asked us if we could lend him a dollar so he could play cs or something like that? he was so weird, i think he's mental. we were both like. wth?!?!?!
then at taka, we went to this really nice shop that had really really nice clothes! but they were all quite expensive. but yeah whatever :D mab got this nice top, suits her well! :D she looks hot in it. HAHA. :D i got pink checkered shorts! it's like pjs. looks like girls boxers, just that it's tiny and pink! damn frickin cute i cldnt resist lah! hahahaha.
then we went our separate ways.
i rushed to church, i was about an hour late :/ sorry God. church was okay. hm, i need better time management! like all those little timetables i work out, i write at least one for a day, at least once a week, but the last time i actually followed it was way back in p6. gosh i suck, haha. i think God deserves better out of me. (:
i've been putting on weight, cos i've been bingeing. and that is not good.
i love my asstee :D
eheh! my belated present pleaseeee! :D:D:D i'm lyk dying from anticipation, hahahahhah <3 had fun today! <3
okay, gotta go!
Friday, August 18, 2006
so here's my final goodbye to you.GOODBYE!
over and out.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
not to boast, i got As for almost everything this term. except lit, which i got lowest in class for. which is lyk 61.8 or smth like that lah. B4 i think.so i show my dad my progress report.
and what do i get?
what happened to your lit? you're the lowest in class you know.
yes, i know. i'm not retarded, no need to repeat that over and over again.
and that's all my dad says.
hello! HELLO?! last year i got lyk c5 for history, b3 or b4 for chinese, and quite bad for geog. i improved them all to A1s, and all you notice is my lit? and all those times you woke up in the wee hours of the morning to ask me to go to sleep. what do you think i was doing? being retarded? i was studying. so that i could do well, to improve, and i have. i almost failed lit, but i managed a B3. why can't you see all that? all you see is. what happened to your lit? you're the lowest in class you know.
that kinda sucks.
and i try to redeem myself by telling you how i've improved for other subjects. and you're just. totally not interested.
even if you don't appreciate my results, i do. cos God helped me so so much. i really want to thank God for my results. for helping me through the stress. and helping me study even when times were hard for me. i'm lyk personally very satisfied. who cares if many people in class got like higher than me. whatever, i'm in a smart class. i know i can do better. but yeah. i'm quite satisfied. thank you Jesus.
seriously. i think my dad thinks i'm retarded. like those times when i just went up to him and cried. think what, i'm being retarded ah? things don't always go my way, and it's hard to study when you're upset.
aiya! like now! how you expect me to study maths now huh huh huh?! >:(
and i exceeded my bill. why get so pissed! i frickin know every frickin sms extra is 5 frickin cents. don't need to repeat that to me, i'm not retarded! once is enough. damnit! and you still had to say what. starhub is very happy now, cos every sms you exceed is 5 cents! 5 cents! 5 cents! then i pay lah! i don't see what's the big deal.
so now i'm pissed, and i can't study maths anymore! and just now my mood was so good. cos i studied with mabel. and even though we talked a lot we managed to clarify our doubts about tomorrow's test topics, and we got some revision done. then i come home. noooo, eunice is a bad girl. she did badly for lit, and she exceeded her msg limit. shame on her! shameeee!
i hope you're happy now.
HI.
got our third progress report today.
i surprisingly did well for chinese! :D YAY. hahahaha.
did pretty well for maths and history.
and the other subjects, i did pretty well too, but i'm in the lower half of the class.
i got lowest in class for lit! but i passed and i guess that's good enough for me. haha.
my comments were mostly okay, positive, but i'm not sure about lit.
ENGLISH LITERATURE
Eunice is able to identify pattes and relationships within the text.
oh wow! haha oh wells, my lit is quite terok anyways.
and art. wah, jack man!
ART AND CRAFTS
Do put in more effort!
?!?!??!?!?!?!
oh my gosh mr ong! i have zero artistic talent, and yet i got a score of 100 for art! what, pure luck? effort! unless the score is fake. but oh wells :D
OKAY I GOTTA FLY, MEETING ASSTEE NOW TO STUDY MATHS :D
asstee! cldnt seem to tag your blog, ohwells! i wanted to say.
YESSS! we shall have a million and one dates after the eoys to make up for the hundred and one times we didnt manage to meet up! <3 lovelove <3
BYE.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
hello! haha today's been quite productive, well, at least, more productive than the past few days.morning!
woke up, bathed, read through history. slept in the car! almost cldnt wake up, haha.
history test in the morning. GOD IS GOOD! <3 then music. jo and i were frantically composing our four lines of four bars of four beats of music for our music exam thing, and in the end when our turn came, we didnt play even though we'd finished composing, cos weren't exactly sure how to play it nicely on the recorder. oh wells. physics! surprise quiz. _ needs help with english, i can't concentrate during her lessons! recess! did zhouji. english was slack, as usual. for lit we went to the library to watch tkam, jem and scout are so freaggin cute! aw man. hahhaa.
came home, binged like nobody's business. ate curry chicken with potato, dunno how many packets of crackers, milo, two pieces of raisin bread, and a whole lot more lah! then i studied a bit of home ed. ate like nobody's business again. studied a bit more of home ed. filed all my worksheets for every subject, gosh! i took an hour. and after that my hand felt disgustingly papery. but yeah i felt damn good after that! :D then i slacked on the comp a bit, and then i went to shower, and here i am! slacking some more :D and then i'm going to read the chinese text, memorise a bit for home ed, and then read the chinese newspaper that laoshi said she was gna test us on cos she was so pissed with us for not reading our chinese newspapers and losing them hahha.
my skin's peeling! my back's really ugly now, i'm not gna wear anything sleeveless for quite a while i think, cos it's really really ugly now! ohwells hope it gets okay soon! hahhaa.
eoys arent too far away, like about.. 2 months away i think? and it's not just eoys, it's STREAMING! and thus i must start studying soon. say.. next week? i'll be a temporary nerd!
that's it, next week marks the start of my mugathon!
haha that's about it i guess.
i shall strive to sleep by 1030!
HELLO YOU FAITHFUL READERS OF EUNICE'S BLOG!(:
its me again.yes nicole here! :D
hehh happy filing your papers eunice,and happy studying,bathing and i dont know what else you do! (:
okay i love theo walcott,i know you do too.but yes,i love you more than i love him.arent you honoured?
see you this sat & sun! :D
love love love!,nicole. :)
Sunday, August 13, 2006
rachel was so funny, she kept on saying smth like um. your tan is so cool! then she wanted to take a pic of it. haha something like that lah, she was darn cute! so anyways here's the pic, hahaha.%20001.jpg)
it's a burn! and it's starting to feel like snake skin, ewww. hahahaha. i'm X-WOMAN! (x
*rachεl-RACHEL* imagine 2 kingkongs and 4 baboons feasting at pizza hut xD says:
omg your skin must be relaly ex ^^
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. says:
ex?
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. says:
hahahaha
*rachεl-RACHEL* imagine 2 kingkongs and 4 baboons feasting at pizza hut xD says:
snake skin!! hahaha.you can sell them to me.
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. says:
HAHAHAHA
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. says:
OMG SO LAME.
*rachεl-RACHEL* imagine 2 kingkongs and 4 baboons feasting at pizza hut xD says:
haha dun worry my legs are still intached ^^
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. says:
HAHAHHAHAHA
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. says:
you funny person <3
*rachεl-RACHEL* imagine 2 kingkongs and 4 baboons feasting at pizza hut xD says:
haha omg are you laughing to yourself again? hahaha just did that just now in church LOL.
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. says:
huh?
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. says:
hahahhaha.
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. says:
OH.
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. says:
HAHA I WASNT LAUGHING TO MYSELF.
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. said:
i was laughing at someone i think hahahhaa
*rachεl-RACHEL* imagine 2 kingkongs and 4 baboons feasting at pizza hut xD said:
yes you were ^^ hehheee...coz it seems that you were laughin at the AIR? interesting ^^
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. said:
haha nooo!
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. said:
then what,
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. said:
stand in front of a wall and laugh
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. said:
/?
*rachεl-RACHEL* imagine 2 kingkongs and 4 baboons feasting at pizza hut xD said:
hhaa i bet you can!!!!! i know you can!! hahah next time i can try that with you hahhahahahaa. xD
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. said:
HAHAHHAHAHA
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. said:
OKAY.
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. said:
HAHAHAHA.
*rachεl-RACHEL* imagine 2 kingkongs and 4 baboons feasting at pizza hut xD says:
haha OKAY? OKAY? hahah alright pinky promises.DONE! hahha
*rachεl-RACHEL* imagine 2 kingkongs and 4 baboons feasting at pizza hut xD says:
can't back out lol
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. says:
HAHA OK SET
eunice ! / I WILL N-O-T BE L-A-Z-Y. says:
:D
you know what!
i feel like. i've got a lot a lot to rant about, a lot to say, a lot to complain about. it's like my head's jammed. and now i can't even think of what it is that's wrong.
i've just been feeling really weird these few days. really grumpy and everything.
hopefully i'll snap out of it :D
cos there's really nothing to be unhappy about, or to worry about.
cos.
God knows what he's doing.
and i guess at times when i dont know what to do, i can pray (:
yes yes.
but man, i really feel like just. sleeping away this feeling.
which is what i did on friday.
slept at 9 on friday night,
woke up 1030 saturday morning.
like, i'd tell myself i'd do work or smth after i've had my sleep and i feel better, but in the end i don't do anything.
so.
haha.
i need to snap out of this (:
we have 4 tests next week i think. well, kinda.
art, history, home ed, maths.
is there life science? i thought there was.
i cant find my school diary.
i've either lost it, or i left it in school.
i hate uncertainty.
i feel like meeting friends. haha. even if it's just to study. i miss the close close feeling, i feel distant!
oh, i found someone to teach me tennis! :D i'm really happy about that, heh.
my dad got me a secondhand racket. i cant really tell whether it's good or lousy, ah wells. my dad says if i'm good at tennis and if i'm serious about it then he'd get a better one. if not, then er haha i guess at least he wldnt have wasted that much money lah. smart ass. haha.
my grandpa told me. if i wanna learn tennis i'd better find someone to teach me the proper way. cos if i anyhow do right, then i'd be very hard to correct later on. oooh, words of wisdom from the man of few words! :D
badminton! i haven't played that for freaggin long. i'm really lousy at it, which is why i should try harder! anyone wanna teach? heh :D but you've gotta be really patient cos i'm really really very lousy at it.
rollerblading! aw man my ass and my wrists still hurt! i think i'd stick to cycling, it's less intense, and safer :D
i should cut down on ice cream.
and have a policy whereby i cannot eat anything after 730 pm.
step by step! i shall break my bad habbits.
so that i'd be closer to my goal. haha.
i'm going sukop! not bintan. i'm pretty fine with any of the trips actually.
firstly, i don't exactly know the difference between sukop and bintan anyways :P
secondly! i more or less know the people anyways. i'll be on the same team as my brother! it's good. but yala i must learn to be more independent? and learn how to look after myself and not have to depend on my brother. yup!
eoys are not that far off already! oh my goodness me. streaming!!
i remember i studied much harder during my psle year.
this year it's lyk quite relaxed.
i'd better buck up.
especially for lifescience and geog.
and i really need to finish reading tkam.
have you noticed that some of your friends have disappeared?
that's cos.
they're hiding in their rooms,
or libraries.
or cafes,
or wherever,
mugging their asses away.
i guess. it's not about competing.
but giving your best
for God.
and i dont think i've been giving my best.
i've just been giving minimum effort.
and i think i should give my best,
even if it's nothing compared to others.
God'll appreciate it :D
matt was right about us being afraid of our future. well at least for me. as in. i dont know who i'm gna be! haha. i wish God was on my msn list, then i can talk to Him, and get a certain reply. as in, even though God may take really long to reply, but at least i'd be a certain answer. haha aiya, i'll just trust Him day by day (:
my my, this post was just supposed to be a few lines, i guess i really do talk a lot of rubbish. well, not really rubbish but yeah haha. okay, art prep! :D
Saturday, August 12, 2006
i will not binge when i'm feeling unhappy.i will not be ungrateful.
i will not complain.
i will not bitch about people, esp those i love.
i will not speak before thinking.
i will not jump to conclusions.
i will not be pmsy all over people.
i will stop being a jealous little.. girl.
i will study hard. i'll try not to let you down.
i will stop lying to myself.
but what's true?
Thursday, August 10, 2006
hey! haha the past two days have been awesome :D muchhh better than i'd expeted. lol! :Dyesterday.
wasted the entire morning. i was being really pessimistic about how the next two days were gna turn out. heh. i even thought of cancelling everything to just stay at home and bum around. but i didnt, and i'm glad i didnt :D
went to ecp with jo, we cycled! it was quite fun, just that the roads were um.. overpopulated with people and cyclers and bladers. then we sat by the rocks. there was this guy who was fishing, and he kept on reeling in fish after fish! amused banglahs gathered behind him. his fan club! hahaha, it was really cute. then jo's parents picked us, and we went to tampines mall! had dinner at some er ding tai fan place or smth. omg, i love the xlb! the food was really nice, thanks for the dinner! :D then, jo and i went to toys r us, and we were sooo amused by the toys! oh man. hahaha. then jo's dad treated us to icecream, we made a mess outta ourselves! (x haha. at jo's house, we did physics homework, and then we watched pink panther, and then a walk to remember. sorry i kept on getting distracted, jo. heh. then we went to sleep! it was quite a plesant evening(:
today.
morning! woke up, got a shock when i realised i was at jo's house, not my own house. haha blur queen seh. then. msged called msged called. then i went back to sleep, and i had a really queer dream, though i cant rmb what it was abt ohwells. then! later on jo accompanied me to go to ecp. thanks jo! <3
met eelin sarah michele lisa! they'd already rented their blades and bikes and everything. put on my blades, omg! wobbly. hahaha. lisa helped me throughout the way there, thanks darling for being so patient and nice and for helping me and everything! <3 hee :D fell like a million times on the way to the end. well, not exactly a million but yeah you get the point. on the way back! i grabbed on to eelin who was cycling haha it was abit better than on the way there. i only fell once! :D lyk at the end hahaha. it was nice talking to eelin, heh :D eelin thanks for carrying my bag for me and everything! :D and for not leaving me behind eventhough you had to rush back to return the bicycle :D and for letting me hold on throughout and yeah everything! :D hm after that we ate and drank some, then we tanned! haha. then aiya thats about it lah. it was really fun haha :D i'd send pics to yal soon yeah? to remind me though haha.
OHYA. you know, the road has a lot a lot of humps. and everytime i go over one, i loose my balance. fell once or twice after a hump. boingggg unto my ass. oh man the humps were so annoying! so i sang, NO HUMPS, NO HUMPS NO HUMPS NO HUMPS NO HUMPS! okay. not funny. but it was funny then! :P
I SAY. LISA IS A REALLY CUTE GIRL!! <3
i'm quite chaoda now! although i think it's just the lighting lah. my ass hurts! and my wrists and elbows, from the impact of all my falls. hahahah. but man i really enjoyed myself! :D
BUT. i really need to stop bingeing, especially at night. and i should just stop giving myself excuses not to go to the gym. cos i do that lyk. every freaggin day. i didnt even gym in the past.. week? two weeks? damn i suck. cos. i really need to tone up, lyk, everywhere! i'm not obese, but i think i need discipline. and i'd be nice, to be toned.
i'm quite red, even if it's just the lighting. moisturiser!! :D
MABEL! ASSTEE! I MISS YOU A LOT! <3
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i'll leave out the pictures where i look disgusting to spare you. eelin sarah michele lisa! i'd still send them to yal, soon! remind me. haha.
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
hello!today was rather fun, i must say. much better than i'd expected it to be! firstly, i did zero homework, and i did not gym. but i walked the distance from clementi mrt to my house thrice! so i guess that kinda makes up. hee :D
school was okay, pretty boring. got a bit high here and there though. took some pictures! damn few though.
after school! i was quite sian, cos i thought i was gna go home myself and be a loser and do homework and everything, while everyone else was going somewhere with someone to have loadsa fun.
then i went busstop with jinnie and plee, since jinnie was taking 154 too. then we bumped into meiyan andrea and charmaine. and we decided to join them for lunch at ngee ann poly. the DJs greeted us when we got to the canteen. haha! they waved at us. and they said smth like oh look mg girls! wonder what they're doing here. smth like that, cldnt hear them! i had icekachang, which i didnt really know how to eat, and it had weird jelly stuff at the bottom that looked and tasted weird. oh, and when jinnie and i left, i almost said "byebye uncle!" to the uncle cleaning up our table, hahaha! it was quite funny. haha waved goodbye to the DJs when we left :P they waved back! :D there's a video of me eating the jelly thing, haha. and pictures!
then i took 154 to clementi, then i walked home. bummed around, changed, walked out and took the train to bukit gombak to meet kor, bestie, and sissy. haha i was the last to arrive, nyehh! :P they bowled, i watched. nyehh :P i was trying to learn by observing, you know you know? hahahaha. but i didnt really learn much :P but it was time well spent! COOKIEMONSTER, hahaha. (; no pictures to show! :P
then. took the bus with bestie and sissy to westmall, and then took the train with bestie. met kara at bugis! <3 we walked ard, and we didnt buy anything! it was quite sad haha. so we went to eat, to comfort ourselves haha. pastamania! :D kara had lasagne, and i had baked rice. it was really good! then we were really full, so, we walked ard more. then we went to some er diva shop, and wow! it was wow haha. i got two necklaces, yay! :D
then we took the train, and my dad walked to clementi to walk me back. heh <3
i'm not sure how i should spend the next two days. i'm not sure i can trust myself to be responsible enough. how?
i wanna see the fireworks with jo at ecp on wednesday, cos i could use that in my art prep. but that means. staying over at jo's house. we cld do physics homework together, but we cld also end up watching movie after movie after movie after movie till friday.
then thurs. meimei what's the plan!
AND. i wont get to meet mabel! >:( when she's free, i'm not and vice versa. asstee! our usual saturday morning thing yeah? :D saturday mornings are reserved for asstee! <3
cant seem to upload my pics on blogger, thus i shall go and do my physics and then go to sleep! :D so that i can enjoy myself in peace, well, more or less lah.
i kinda like how today turned out :D thank You Jesus! :D
and happy birthday Singapore! my homeland hahaha. i was feeling so patriotic in school, it was quite disgusting. it's lyk as if i was posessed!! :0
nighty! <3
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pictures! :D do excuse me cos i look really bad but yeah whatever! :D
Monday, August 07, 2006
hellooo. been feeling really cheeky lately, i dont know why! nyehh! XPi gymmed for quite long on friday! yay me :D
saturday!
bummed at home, went church, did maths, listened in a bit during wg, ushered for service, and then i cant rmb haha. oh, matt talked abt blogging. yeah, he's right. i guess i should. control. yepp. i guess now my blog's for lighthearted things? and yeah. i should talk to God more. and not misuse my blog. and not be emo and angsty and everything. yep! and i know, God cares and God won't break my trust. and i should be like. a disciple of Christ. meaning, i should try to immitate the ways of Christ! and i dont think my blog's portrayed a very.. Christ-like lifestyle and person. so yes i should make an effort :D oh ya! i rmb dinner now. went to bpp, mos burger. i bought some.. thing from mrbean, xxl chicken, and the frozen strawberries! ate so much hahahah.
sunday!
went to church at 10, did maths and art homework. finished maths, didnt get much of art prep done. but i more or less know what i'm gna do for exam alrd lah. had missions training. it was really good! haha. i'm quite excited for the trip, i know where i'm going! not exactly where i expected. but yeah i'm really excited to see what God has in store for me and everything. but i'm a bit sad! as in, i'm really gna miss thailand a wholeee lot <3 ayy, after that i experimented with crayons. dingdonged around at the yellow benches with jan, sarah, joash and eunicelim. it was quite funny, haha. joash took this video of me and eunicelim, as in we were just being our usual.. you know.. idiots! thought joash was taking a photo somemore waliao haha but it was freaggin funny lah! too bad the vid disappeared haha oh wells. that's good too i guess :D my reputation is no longer at stake. hm after that sarah jan joash and i went venezia for ice cream! it was freaggin good! ICECREAMMM!<3 yes. and i am no bimbo, thank you very much. and then. went grandma's house!
DID YOU KNOW. my grandfather used to play tennis! and bowling and he used to be in cross, i think. he used to be an athlete lah! my uncle also. they have this lyk. display full of medals and everything. i hope i have his genes :D i want to learn tennis! :D but i always hit the ball out of the tennis court haha oh wells :P
today!
i was really sleepy this morning! kept on falling asleep and rubbing my eyes during history. mrs lam took our free period ): woke up in time for maths, phew. art exam was okay lah. but i'd better progress on my prep. physics was a waste of time. i was really put off by _'s english, and thus i wasn't really listening.
tmr!
national day celebrations! sch ends early, yayee. i have nth on ahha so oh wells i shall be a loser and go home and do homework so i can play play on wednesday and thusday. oh and i shall gym too! haha. but i doubt i'll do all that in the end. always like that one lah hahaha.
wednesday and thursday!
holiday, whee! i want to go out and enjoy and everything! and i want a tan please! and i want to exercise! :D and i wanna have lotsa fun! instead of bumming at home or pigging out at some lame place. anyone anyone? :D oh but thurs isnt free anymore, i hope. kor! mei! bestie! asstee?!let's go have some fun aye? (;
frankly, i do. i shant be in denial. i still do, always have. don't think i always will, though. but one thing's for sure. i'm not going back. bgr's just too complicated for me. and as far as i can see, i'm not going back. cos.. with regards to _ , i just don't trust you. i guess this is just a passing phase for both of us. well, at least for me lah. soon, we'll be put to the test. let's not let each other down. nor others, nor God. i'm not gna keep my distance anymore, my intentions are clear. and i trust you've someone. i'm quite sure. someone better, someone for you, someone who's part of God's plan for your life? i trust it's safe now. safe to be close without other intentions. i've put the past behind, i'm all ready to move along. bestie! :D love has a new meaning for us - it's original meaning. agape love. so whenever i say i love you, i mean agape okay! i promise it'll have no other meaning. the other kind of iloveyou has been kept in a box, for someone else, some other day. though i still don't know who or when ohwells it's all in His hands! muchlove, bestie! :D
HOPE THE PERSON READ THAT :D
I'M GOING TO BATHE NOW AND THEN BUM AROUND AND THEN SLEEP.
did some personality test thing at http://www.oneishy.com/personality/personality_test.php i think the results are quite contradicting and some of the results arent quite true but yeah whatever!
EUNICE,
Your personality is SanguineMelancholy.
Melancholy Strength:5 Weakness:6
28%
Phlegmatic Strength:7 Weakness:3
25%
Sanguine Strength:6 Weakness:9
38%
Choleric Strength:2 Weakness:2
10%
Weaknesses of a Sanguine
The Extrovert The Talker The Optimist
The Sanguine's Emotions
- Compulsive talker
- Exaggerates and elaborates
- Dwells on trivia
- Can't remember names
- Scares others off
- Too happy for some
- Has restless energy
- Egotistical
- Blusters and complains
- Naive, gets taken in
- Has loud voice and laugh
- Controlled by circumstances
- Gets angry easily
- Seems phony to some
- Never Grows Up
The Sanguine As A Parent
- Keeps home in a frenzy
- Forgets children's appointments
- disorganized
- Doesn't listen to the whole story
The Sanguine At Work
- Would rather talk
- forgets obligations
- Doesn't follow through
- Confidence fades fast
- Undisciplined
- Priorities out of order
- Decides by feelings
- Easily distracted
- Wastes time talking
The Sanguine As a Friend
- Hates to be alone
- Needs to be center stage
- Wants to be popular
- Looks for credit
- dominates conversations
- Interrupts and doesn't listen
- answers for others
- Fickle and forgetful
- Makes excuses
- Repeats stories
Strengths of a Sanguine
The Extrovert The Talker The Optimist
The Sanguine's Emotions
- Appealing personality
- Talkative, Storyteller
- Life of the Party
- Good sense of humor
- Memory for color
- Physically holds on to listener
- Emotional and demonstrative
- Enthusiastic and expressive
- Cheerful and bubbling over
- Curious
- Good on stage
- Wide-eyed and innocent
- Lives in the present
- Changeable disposition
- Sincere at heart
- Always a child
The Sanguine As A Parent
- Makes Home Fun
- Is liked by children's friends
- Turns disaster into humor
- Is the circus master
The Sanguine At Work
- Volunteers for Jobs
- thinks up new activities
- Looks great on the Surface
- Creative and colorful
- Has energy and enthusiasm
- Starts in a flashy way
- Inspires others to join
- charms others to work
The Sanguine As a Friend
- Makes friends easily
- Loves People
- Thrives on compliments
- Seems exciting
- envied by others
- Doesn't hold grudges
- apologizes quickly
- Prevents dull moments
- Likes spontaneous activities
Weakness of a Melancholy
The Introvert The Thinker The Pessimist
The Melancholy's Emotions
- Remembers the negatives
- Moody and depressed
- Enjoys being hurt
- Has false humility
- Off in another world
- Low self-image
- Has selective hearing
- Self-centered
- Too introspective
- Guilt feelings
- Persecution complex
- Tends to hypochondria
The Melancholy As A Parent
- Puts goals beyond reach
- May discourage children
- May be too meticulous
- Becomes martyr
- Sulks over disagreements
- Puts guilt upon children
The Melancholy At Work
- Not people oriented
- depressed over imperfections
- Chooses difficult work
- Hesitant to start projects
- Spends to much time planning
- Prefers analysis to work
- Self-deprecating
- Hard to please
- Standards often to high
- Deep need for approval
The Melancholy As a Friend
- Lives through others
- Insecure socially
- Withdrawn and remote
- critical of others
- Holds back affections
- Dislikes those in opposition
- Suspicious of people
- Antagonistic and vengeful
- Unforgiving
- Full of contradictions
- Skeptical of compliments
Strengths of a Melancholy
The Introvert The Thinker The Pessimist
The Melancholy's Emotions
- Deep and thoughtfully
- Analytical
- Serious and purposeful
- Genius prone
- Talented and creative
- Artistic or musical
- Philosophical and poetic
- appreciative of beauty
- Sensitive to others
- Self-sacrificing
- Conscientious
- Idealistic
The Melancholy As A Parent
- Sets high standards
- Wants everything done right
- Keeps home in good order
- Picks up after children
- Sacrifices own will for others
- Encourages scholarship and talent
The Melancholy At Work- Schedule oriented
- Perfectionist, high standards
- Detail conscious
- Persistent and thorough
- Orderly and organized
- Neat and tidy
- Economical
- Sees the problems
- Finds creative solutions
- Needs to finish what he starts
- Likes charts, graphs, figures, lists
The Melancholy As a Friend- Makes friends cautiously
- Content to stay in background
- Avoids causing attention
- Faithful and devoted
- Will listen to complaints
- Can solve other's problems
- Deep concern for other people
- Moved to tears with compassion
- Seeks ideal mate
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Keira Knightley
MY GOSH SHE'S FRICKIN HOT LAH.motivation! to not overly indulge in nice food, and to exercise a whole lot more!
turnturnturn!
Thursday, August 03, 2006
WOMAN!(:its me again.yes NICOLE THE GREAT IS BLOGGING FOR THE LADY EUNICE AGAIN.
WHY? COS SHE WANTS ME TO BLOG FOR HER (:
SO YES,HELLO ALL. :D
haha eunice has a new eye candy!
WOOHOOOO (:
OKAY THATS ALL PEOPLE,
EUNICE,I'LL BE SEEING YOU IN 2 DAYS (:
I CANT WAIT.
HAHA.
LOVE,NICOLE (:
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
dont worry, this song doesnt go out to my dad. it goes out to.. um.just enjoy. (:
Emotionless
Goodcharlotte
Hey dad
I'm writing to you
Not to tell you
That I still hate you
Just to ask you
How you feel
And how we fell apart
How this fell apart
Are you happy out there
In this great wide world
Do you think about your sons
Do you miss your little girl
When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night
Do you even wonder if we're alright
But we're alright
We're alright
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not ok but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years
Learning how to survive
Now I'm writing just to let you know
I'm still alive
The days I spent
So cold, so hungry
Were full of hate
I was so angry
The scars run deep inside
This
There's things I'll take
To my grave
But I'm ok
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not ok but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know
I'm still alive
And I'm still alive
Sometimes I forget
Yeah, and this time
I'll admit that I miss you
Said I miss you
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not ok but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know
I'm still alive
And sometimes I forget
This time I'll admit
That I miss you
I miss you
Hey dad
i'm just
a lil curious
about
what's going on
but i dont think i wanna know.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
this is me, mrs pandian, and mab, last year.<3
this is Mathilda D'Silva from singapore idol.
SEE THE RESEMBLANCE, gosh!!
mrs pandian. she was my form teacher and history teacher last year! 1i05 <3 yeah at first i hated her. cos she seemed quite fierce? smth like that. i rmb i did really badly for history then. i felt so miserable under her! and once i think she caught me for talking in class so she shifted me and andrea to somewhere else. or smth like that. duno la! i just hated her for some reason. this year she teaches me history again! and oh gosh i love mrs pandian haha she's really nice now. she's really encouraging and everything, i've improved under her! (well, more or less lah. ) so yes.
I'M GNA LEARN CHINESE, YO! i napped the day away :P
I take my refuge in the palm of Your hand
I take my comfort in Your perfect plan
I take my sorrow and lay it down at Your feet
I take my refuge where I can be free
In You, Oh Lord
In You, my God
When there's no where to turn
And there's nothing that's true
I find my peace here in You (2x)
I take my shelter in the shade of Your wings
I take my pleasure in the hope that You bring
I take my weakness to the foot of the cross
I take my refuge where I can get lost
I worship You, Lord
For all that You are
I stretch out my faith
And lay down my heart
There's no where else
That I'd rather be
Than where there's more You, Lord
And where there's less me
In You, Oh Lord
In You, my God
When there's no where to turn
And there's nothing that's true
I find my peace here in You (2x)
I will worship You with all my heart, my soul
I will worship You with all my mind, my strength. (2x)